she imagines

she imagines that she's sick. then she will tell him about that.

then she let him go. but he wont let her go.

then he always beside her.

he always there.

everyday.

act like nothing happened.

then she'll tell him what he want to hear.

or...

she imagines he get an accident. she knows it from his friend.

in the middle of working hours, she's panick.

then rushes to the hospital and finds he's in coma.

she sit at the edge of the bed. talking to him as usual. laughing at their jokes like noone watching.

hoping he will open his eyes.

she's there.

always there.

everyday.

but then those eyes just shut.

she cries a bit at the funeral. watching from the beginning till end.

at his tomb, when everybody has gone, then she'll cry some more.

one two three four five six seven.

then she'll pray.

then she'll talk.

then she goes home.

then she'll come over again.

everyday.

often.

sometimes.

then seldom.

then she knows, she's gonna move on.

taken from somewhere.

sad. so sad.

80 hari keliling dunia bisa membuatmu heartblock!

apa sih judulnya, ga banget deh. hahahahaha...

maksudnya tentang review 2 buku yang telah selesai saya baca, 80 hari keliling dunia karya jules verne dan heartblock karya okke 'sepatu merah' :)

judulnya tampak petualangan yang seru sekali bukan?

sayang sekali, saya (merasa) tertipu.

petualangannya kurang seru.

kurang detail.

datar. flat.

padahal ceritanya membuktikan dunia itu bulat. *lho*

dari banyak sekali tempat yang ada di dunia ini, seharusnya banyak sekali kejadian yang bisa diangkat dan dikembangkan. mungkin karena hanya 80 hari, jadi ikut-ikutan terburu-buru juga dalam bercerita.

ah.

sayang seribu sayang.

dari kekurangan-kekurangan, sedikit terobati dengan endingnya. cukup mengejutkan buat saya. haha.

pintar sekali, pintar! saya engga menyadari...

atau saya yang bodoh? :P

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engga ada yang menyangkal kepiawaian mbak okke *aduh, sok kenal gini..* dalam bercerita. mengalir. flows. begitu juga dengan heart block ini. it flows.

dan temanya itu lhoooo...writer's block! masalah yang sering tak terpecahkan dan selalu dikambinghitamkan.

tapi...

dari buku-buku mbak okke yang saya baca (indonesian idle dan istoria da paz), kok rasanya yang ini kurang nendang ya?

emosinya kurang kerasa.

rasanya cerita berjalan terlalu cepat,

tau-tau udah habis aja.

tapi (lagi)...

suka endingnya! no life's perfect. noone gets everything. so long fairytales! :))

it's still worth reading tho :)

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